Love is not all abt getting

People often ask me why i call myself frog...
i have no idea why im still using this nick
i should have long forgotten abt this nick and her...
but dunno why...i juz cant seem to get her out of my life...
often when im lonely she juz pops into my mind...
why is this so...do i still love her...or i hate her...hate her for leaving me...
haizzzz....
what to do...if she is happy with that guy...let her be with me den...
sometimes love is not all getting...sometimes u need to give too...
i should be happy if she is happy wif tt guy...
going to be 2 yrs soon
hopefully time can slowly heal my wound in my heart and i can love again...
for the time being... all around me is now my friends, be it own or new found friends...
and most importantly studies...muz study...
get lecture later on...must attend or else i sure take away a lot of subjects to next sem...which i cannt afford...
muzt study, study, study, study, study.............

1st time writing

hehe...1st time writing sort of like a diary...hope tis is not being found by anyone den i can keep it a secret...have to go lesson now oredi....sob sob...later come back den write.....

Back From Lec (or should i say...juz pon ten from lec...hehe)

Wah damn tired leh....1st time pon ten in Uni...kinda fun...hehe...
yes im back oredi...veri bored dunno wat to do...
dunno anything but still nv listen
why i become like tis leh...i really dunno
can someone pls tell me why...
why am i slacking until like this....why why why???
haizzz
Uni life really suxxx
but wat to do muz get a degree or else how to get a gd jod wif gd pay....
muz study...muz study oredi...managed to crash course my limits
although only the basics...but still muz start on basics 1st rite....go slp 1st tired oredi...
write again tonite...mayb...see how lar....hehe